e dance thinggy sux. yeah.. soo kuku. =X


miss lim told us her childhood. her mum is like exactly like my dad. yeah.. tsk tsk. *shakes head*


i realli do admire those classes tt is soo united. not like 2/7.. hate dem. can see anot?! HATE.. omg. esp e boys. nt at all united.


omg. jie soo wasted!!! she din see cleff.. i mean she gt see. but we shuld hav walked slower. hahas.. *nods head*


outside e sch, saw him. omg.. hahahas. sooo kuku~ hahas. sooo cute.. =X


imc. (((:

omg.


so mani things to sae. no time. nxt time. byebye~


saw him. =D


imc. (((:

hmmm.. mrs png din come todae.. so hav free time lor..


den durin tt time, shakila, ruthra, puvanes, ushaa, pf, sam, clara, grace, divina and me played concentration.. wahahaha.. seriously.. it was damn funny. you shuld hav seen it sia.. lolx.


thx lydiana!!! wwhhee~!!!! thx for helping me pack my express maths file! its a total mess i tell you, cant be bothered.. hahahas.


seriously.. CME lessons.. mr lim's CME lessons, it is damn boring.. omg. *yawns*


went down to e canteen to eat after sch.. yeah. had express maths after tt. had chi remedial after maths class. yeah..


went outside e sch eating my kit-kat! mr ong gave it to me~ lolx. ate it. yummy!!! xD den walked past e bball court there.


omg. you'll nv gonna guess hu i saw!!! yeap! i saw him~ lalalas~ think tt he mus be playin bball. den gt 1 ger stopped us. claims tt she's an ex-commonwealthian. yeah.. toke toke toke. lolx.


imc. (((:

seriously.. i shuld control my emotions well, i cant keep crying and crying non-stop whenever ppl saes any things to stab me. seriously..


went to bishan to e guides HQ there for buy tt stinking belt.. yeah. stupid.. den in e end last min sae at 1:30.. den we already reach there le.. den went to junction 8 wif ade and my sis. yeah.. went to eat at long johns there.. den ltr went back to e bishan mrt station there to wait for wankee dey all lor.. wait wait wait.. finally.. dey came. omg. zubaidah came last =P


omg, i cant take my afternoon nap!!! tt stupid field there, toh guan there, r having some stupid dinner or sth.. shhh!!! omg. quiet lahs!!! si bei cha lahs. still hav national day songs. omg. for goodness sake, national day is long over!!! =X


ytd.. jiawei told me tt, he noes hu i like le!!! omg. shocked dao me. he sae he asked his class de ren. den tts hw he noe. omg. =S


DIRECTLY AND EXACTLY IN 3 MTHS TIME, I'LL BE 14!!!! =D


finding myself frequently in a daze.. staring blanking at something.. later, someone will be calling my name in the background. i'll be woken up from my daze. seriously.. i must be thinking.. thinking.. thinking of someone.. him.. xD


imc. (((:

played caption's ball durin p.e.. hahas.. soo fun!!!! hahahas. den gt one time, pf run wif e ball, made us all luff.. wahahas.


todae took e maths test paper back.. guess hw much i gt?!?! omg. i gt 24/28!!! yays! hahahas. cant stop luffing & smiling. hehehe. =)))


after sch had to stay back for some stupid thing. shucks. den hor.. when i look outta e window, at e lib there.. guess hu i saw?? omg. hahas. i saw him! hahas. lolx.


some judges came.. sae dey wanna see e slogan.. den tt stupid quah, keep saeing.. "nononono!!! tts nt a slogan!!!" stupid sia. =P


had nyaa. sian.. had frisbee. seriously.. had soo fun much when we were playin mini-game wif err.. olivia, sharon, grace, pf, gl and me!!! yays!!! hahas


goin bishan tmr. byebye~ xD

seriously.. hate Double ANE for all you ppl wan.. we dun care. heard tt?! WE DUN CARE!!! yeah.. maybe its jus tt u ppl r jealous of us lor.. and pls stop stealing & tearing us apart. bunch of bitches..


yeah! had hm econs. cooked err.. fishball soup.. seriously.. me and olivia r addicted to tt chicken stock.. lolx. kept smelling it.. T.T .. hahas. =D I LURVE OLIVIA!!! she brightens up my dae everytime. yeah.. xD


i lurve my Double ANE no matter wad.. sharon & samantha, dun care wad ppl sae.. no one's gonna tear us apart ya?? smiles!!! =)))


and lydiana, yeah.. i'll tell ya my prob ya?? hahahas. =D


o ya!!! tt time i was at e canteen rite?? i look at e stairs there.. guess hu i saw?? i saw him!!! omg. omg. omg. hahas. he was like infront of me. hehehehehe. =D


imc. (((:

i'm missing something in my life.

imc (((:

wee~ ytd sooo happie yeah??


after assembly, he was walking right infront of me!!! omg! can u believe it?? yeah..


hmmm.. todae dunno wad happen to me.. whole dae show black face.. sad face.. whatever. seriously. i was thinking of sth mad. yeah..


took back hist class test. stupid. i really do hate hist tt badly.. failed lor.. shucks. i dun give a damn abt it.


had maths retest todae.. cuz too mani ppl failed. yeah. i din.. =P memorise e whole formula.. shucks. headache.. well, checked ans wif lydiana, joelle and ushaa.. yeah.. most ans r e same. i'm gonna pass!!! =D


imc. (((:

yeah.. samantha!!! SMILE LIKE ME!!!
sammi: *smiles*
hahahahas


yeah!! i've passed my maths test!! but e marks like shit lor.. outta 30 gt 19.. at least i'm nt e last of the passers. yeah!!! sooo happie. i mus be happie k?? hahas


durin express maths. i was staring at e whiteboard. den mr kerk was.. "JOYCE!! ANS TIS QUS!" den i shocked dao.. i kept lookin ard for ans.. hahaha. mus listen in class in future.


oh ya!! todae saw e class foto. omg. i cant stop luffing lo.. den i was like soo gong standing at e second row, first frm e left.. yeah.. my eyes was like.. -_- .. tiny like siao lor.. hahahaha.. go see it for urself yeah??

shit.. hate my life. yeah. stupid.


seriously.. i kept thinking abt my missing hp on er.. 21 or 22 of april. i realli hate tt theif saiful, and hw mani times he kept talking to me, i ignored. yeah..


i hate him for 5 reasons..
1. all my msgs
2. tt mac incident *esp*
3. he lied to me
4. all my contacts
5. esp tt MAC incident!!!


omg.. hate maths.


imc. (((:

yays! tmr going to redeem my prize le! yays! i won e competition, tt chips more spot and win thinggy! yays! tmr goin orchard! hahas.


sharon sae she's gonna take me and my sis's foto for a teacher's dae sth.. yeah.. ahahas.



hate ridz.. yeah.. seriously. (((:


lolx. saw him lotsa times!!! wwhhee~!!! xD


imc ((:

yeah.. came back frm jurong's shaw there. i went to watch the maid! yeah..


scary.. seriously.. for the scary part, i giv it.. 7 out of 10 stars!
for the understanding of e story, i giv it 6 out of 10 stars!

yeah.. durin e show, tt stupid alarm keep goin off. 3 times lor.. cant even watch in peace.. yeah.


seriously.. i hate tt damn bitch. fuck her.. idiot. goin to play maple byebye. =D

stupid miss ridz.. seriously. i do damn hate her fucking face. happens after guides.. jus lookin at some fotos. den i heard ridz sae.. "girls, come here." den i tot she was tokin to those 2 gers behind me mah. so i din noe lor.. den she sae for a second time.. i told ade & pf. den dey din listen to me lor.. den those 2 gers told us ridz was callin us.. den we went there slowly.. fuck sia. den she like scolded us, "y didn't u tuck in ur shirt?!" den fuck lor. she din even see.. i bought e wrong size.. my shirt was long mah.. den if i pull out a lil bit, like tuck out like tt.. den e truth is i din tuck out lor.. cb cb cb cb. kns kns kns kns kns. knn knn knn knn knn. fuck.. den she asked me, "hu do u think u r?!" den my mind was like.. "wtf r u toking abt?!" siao.. den ltr sae.. "u 3 get outta of my face!" cb.. hu e fuck wanna see ur bitch face?! even a pig dun wanna look at u lor, u wanna get e top on e discipline com rite?? dun need to do tis shit lahs. cb. hate e fucking hell outta you. nxt time i see u, i'm gonna diao her. cb.


yeah..! i saw him thrice in one dae!!! =D


ltr at abt 1930, gonna watch "The Maid". seriously.. i dun wanna watch anymore.. ppl sae its scary.. yeah.. seriously..

yeah.. clara told me tt eliza sth tt i've met at maple ytd was cy.. yeah.. hahas.. tis means one thing.. clara cant keep a secret!!!! =P hehehe.


hm econs soo fun!!! yeah. soo funny. yeah. seriously.. cooked chicken tt thing. i duno hw to spell lahs. yeah.. den ltr hav a test. den i gt 9/10. den mus do 5 squats.. den oli mus do 20 squats cuz she gt 5. yeahh.. den mdm aishah was like a musician.. do tt waving thing.. made us all luff.. wahahaha.. seriously man. real fun.


i realli do pity him after she told me tt he was taking care of a mp3. den it kena stolen.. nw he was to pay tt person back.. i realli do pity him.. yeah.. btw saw him at morning tt time.. teeheehee. (((:


no time to change blogskin. tmr bah.. byebye! =D

seriously.. todae.. after i've changed place, frm e third row to the first row, near e main door there, i realli can concentrate. yays! =D


currently sittin beside lydiana. seriously, her dad & my dad share e same personality. yeah.. seriously.. sometimes she realli do make me luff at times. yeah.. cool!!!


i hav been having serious headaches nowadays.. shit. hurts damn bad. my studies r gettin bad to worse. omg. help me! haiz.. i realli mus try to cope in class. seriously i dun wanna take A maths. difficult. haiz..


yays!!! tmr hav hm econs!!! sooo fun!!! xD


seriously.. until todae.. i still miss you. seriously i do. dun you noe everytime i look at you, it hurts me tt much??

its been 2 daes since i've blogged. yeah.. seriously..


seriously.. i hate a bitch frm a sec 2 normal acad class.. which is nt my class. so you guys le alredi rite?? yeah.. seriously.. i do wan to pull out her fucking teeth. pull out her fucking hair, smash her fucking face, pull acid over it, kick her fucking stomach. seriously, i can do that. i dun even fucking know e fucking hell outta you lor. fuck off lah.


ny dad is being unreasonable.. i hate you. serious. no offence dad. i mean it. dun despite us cuz we're in normal steam.. wads e matter wif you?!?!


i hav been having serious laughs since mon. yeah.. hav been luffing non-stop. yeah. seriously. todae.. someone had stolen 5 i-pod, creative and i-pod shuffle. goodness. dey sae its some sec 5 class, stole dem and gave dem to e lower sec.. duno.. heard frm faizal. ms lim sae its 5/1.. yeah.. seriously..


seriously.. i cant stop saying SERIOUSLY.. goodness.. =_="

WHY DO I STILL LOVE YOU EVEN THOUGH
YOU TOLD ME NOT TO??
SOMETIMES I HATE MYSELF FOR LOVING YOU..

y do i see you everyday in sch?? i can avoid seeing you.
you are like all ard the corners of css..
but on thrus's eng remdial, i was on the same floor as you,
6th floor.. didn't i??
i saw you, playin soccer outside ur class..
while i was outside e class askin e teacher qus.
i look at you i tot of the time when
i smsed you some kind of feeling overwhelmed me
i was sittin at the back.
you walked past.
i stared into ur eyes.
i'm memerized.
i feel like i've gone to another world.
i still love you seriously i do.
i miss you dearly..

(:

seriously.. y do i keep saying seriously??

WHY DO I STILL LOVE YOU EVEN THOUGH
YOU TOLD ME NOT TO??
SOMETIMES I HATE MYSELF FOR LOVING YOU..

y do i see you everyday in sch?? i can avoid seeing you.
you are like all ard the corners of css..
but on thrus's eng remdial, i was on the same floor as you,
6th floor.. didn't i??
i saw you, playin soccer outside ur class..
while i was outside e class askin e teacher qus.
i look at you i tot of the time when
i smsed you some kind of feeling overwhelmed me
i was sittin at the back.
you walked past.
i stared into ur eyes.
i'm memerized.
i feel like i've gone to another world.
i still love you seriously i do.
i miss you dearly..

(:

seriously.. y do i keep saying seriously??

seriously.. my understanding of express maths is wayyy too bad..
i cant even do a wrd prob nw.. fuck.
damn mad.
y was i born stupid?! y cant i be like linda or yilian.
shit. even my normal maths is like tt.
mr yip's teaching sux. totally sux.
i cant even understand a single wrd he sae cuz tt stupid boys keep makin sooo much noise LAME!
stupidity. looks like i cant take option A le.
besides, i dun even wan to take it in e first place anyways.
freak.
i'm gonna flunk e whole end-yr exams shit.


imc (:

hahas. err.. durin p.e.. ran 3 rounds. yeah.. without stopping somemore lor!!! wheee~!!! yays!


seriously i love going to sch.. you noe y?? cuz i get to see my DOUBLE ANE!! =D hehehe.. better thanks me for saeing tt. XD .. after sch went outside to eat. yeah.. sat wif olivia, geokleng, joelle, yilian, pf and me sis. dey were damn funny sia.. made me luff like a crazy ger. hahas. seriously. =.=" lolx. den keep toking abt oli's grandmother when she cooks. wahahaha.. you shuld hav seen it wif ur own eyes lor. damn funny. lurve being in e same grp wif olivia. hehehe.


i do realli hate smokers. esp the smell of e smoke. yeah.. every morning hav to smell it when i cum to sch.. goodness.. i'm gonna hav lung cancer.. hehehe =P hate it. bleah.. lolx.


wanted to watch the maid.. pf saes it opens nxt thurs. farhan and ragu dey all oso wanna watch. so.. maybe we all watchin together lor. still hating e person hu stole my fone. hmpf!


durin guides.. ms goh told us to search for mrs loh.. telling her to tell her tt e parents were here le.. den ade, jie and me hav to search high and low for her.. omg. cant find her in e end. =S met peter lim on e way.. guess wad i asked him?? "MR LIM! ARE YOU E C.M OF.. */*?? guess wad he sae?? he sae ya.. omg. his class's C.M is PETER LIM!!! xD


had a module test i think. if anyone gt 14 marks over 20, will get to go hm.. looked at e qus.. omg. i din study!!! anyhw anyhw go rite ans there.. guess wad in e end?! I WAS E FIRST 1 TO GET 14 MARKS!!! I WAS E FIRST TO GET TO GO HM!!! but had to wait for pf & jie. goodness. wasted my 50mins to play maple. hmpf hmpf!!!!=S


smsed jiawei. yeah.. guess wad he sae?? he sae.. i noe you last time like darren rite?? i was shocked. yeah.. hw he noe?? omg. besides.. i dun like him anymore le!! LISTEN LE MAH?! i dun like darren anymore le!!! tts soo long ago le.. hehehe. cant believe jiawei noe.. zzzz. i suppose his gang wuld noe too. den he keep askin me hu i like nw lo.. din tell. hehehe =X


seriously.. i do miss you. despite tt time when you scolded me. i dun care. imu.. (((:

yays! i grew 2 lvls in 1 dae!!! yays! 1 dae!!!
nw lvl 15 le!! i can fame ppl le.. omg. lvl 15.. omg.
noob rite?? ppl alreadi lvl 20 sth or 30 sth le lor.. hahas. bye! (((:

hm econs soooo fun!!! ahahas.. wif olivia of cuz. hehehe.. olivia sooo funny!!!


hahas. todae cooked pancakes.. weee!!! hahas. den hav to cook soo long.. den at last gt at least 2 on e plate.. den oli sooo funny!!! she go imitate her uncle. she go flip e plate & the frying pan to make e pancake flip.. i was luffing like siao. hahas.. esp when she told me abt her grandmother, cook like a pro like tt. wahahaha.. luff until my stomach wanna burst like tt.. wahahaa. den ltr go present.. den mdm aishah sae our grp 2's pancake like macdonald's de.. whhee!!! =)))


after hm econs.. matin told us to go downstairs.. den tt stupid mr seah go tell us to take a class card each. i wanted to take 2/7.. but lydiana go snatch it away frm me.. zzzz.. den took 2/6 de lor. hmmm.. den hav to colour black wif e marker.. lame lor.. sooo stink somemore.. zzzz.. -.-"


den after tt hav eng remedial.. sianz.. den go library.. den ltr change place.. go to 4/5.. at 6th floor there.. hehehehehex. =)) den sat at e back there.. yeah. sat wif clara.. grace & pf infront of me. whhee! den saw him & his class de ren. hehehe. den tt time mr lim walked past. den i shout, "HI MR LIM!!!" wahahaha.. sooo loud somemore.. everyone turned back & looked.. paiseh. hahas. den tt time waitin for clara to do finish. i was puttin my head on e table. den saw him walking there. turned my head ard immediately. yeah. knew he was mad at me mah. dun see him lo. whatever lahs. =S hahas.


something.. something at tt time.. mad me mad. real mad. din talk & luff as usual. *ahem ahem ahem* thing happen. haiz. seriously.. i din talk at all. y?! haiz.. srry clara.. nth to do wif you.. it isnt ur fault.. well. i dare to rite it in my blog.


i dun care. cheng yuan like clara! hahas. seriously clara. even i could hav guessed.. even anyone could hav guessed it. DUH?! srry if any of his classmates is readin tis lor. i realli dun care. he's rude. yeah.. RUDE!!! haiz.. i dun wanna noe anything le. and tt 5/1 person. pls tell me hu you r k?? =D

had lotsa bad-luck todae.. omg. stupid bus number 400. stupid marina south.. i hate everything!!!!!


mad.. yeah.. mad.. =S


one thing in my tagboard caught my attention..


5/1.. hmmm.. 5/1?? err..??


hahas.. surely is siewying's de classmate de.. hahahas. =)))

his class.. mei you yi ke hao tong xi..

omg. tsk tsk tsk. =X no offence if anyone of his classmates is readin this. =)

Puddle Of Mud - Blurry

Everything's so blurry

And everyone's so fake And everybody's empty and Everything is so messed up Pre-occupied without you I cannot live at all My whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl You could be my someone You could be my scene You know that I'll protect you From all of the obscene I wonder what you're doin' Imagine where you are There's oceans in between us But that's not very far (Chorus) Can you take it all away Can you take it all away When you shoved it in my face This pain you gave to me Can you take it all away Can you take it all away When you shoved it in my face Everyone is changing There's no one left that's real So make up your own ending And let me know just how you feel 'Cause I am lost without you I cannot live at all My whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl And you could be my someone You could be my scene You know that I will save you from all of the unclean I wonder what you're doin' I wonder where you are There's oceans in between us but that's not very far (Chorus) Can you take it all away Can you take it all away When you shoved it in my face This pain you gave to me Can you take it all away Can you take it all away When you shoved it in my face This pain you gave to me Oh, nobody told me what you thought Nobody told me what to say Everyone showed you where to turn Told you where to run away Nobody told you where to hide Nobody told you what to say Everyone showed you where to turn Showed you where to run away (Chorus) Can you take it all away Can you take it all away When you shoved it in my face This pain you gave to me Can you take it all away Can you take it all away When you shoved it in my face This pain you gave to me NOOOOOOOO! This pain you gave to me Take it all away Take it all away Pain ya gave to me Take it all away This pain you gave to me Take it all away This pain you gave to me

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! (((:


hahas.. i wanna slp. zzzz.. freak. (((:


ijustwantyoutoknoe, thatti'vebeenlearningtoletgo

yeah.. sooo mani things to toke abt.. hahas.. let me start off wif morin first..


woke up 5 sth.. gt rdy for guides.. woke up late lor. den met ade.. went to mrt station. hmmm.. den go to e hall there. lala.. gt rdy and everything.. den ltr everybody came in lor.. saw him =X


den there came e inspection.. omg. i told my sis nt to luff as i'l be lookin at her.. in e end. ms tay go toke to shiping, den she luff. i luff, guanying luff, everybody ard me luff.. =X omg. den lala~ den tt time when we all go back to our seats.. walked and walked.. dey was sittin behind me frm where i was sittin!!! =S den after tt we each gt a medal and a cert.. for e silver award for guides.. decided to go catch a movie..


den went to watch charlie and the chocolate factory.. wif ade and my sis. hahahaha.. tt show is sooooo nice!!!!!! yeahh. go catch it. =D very nice. hehehe.


its been 4 mths since i started liking you. 4 mths.. can you believe it?? i've decided, since you r so angry wif me, i'll listen to you, i'll stop liking you. i hope tt makes you happie.. am i rite?? yes.. but pls.. dun make you beling my fren a threat for me. it breaks my heart.. i seriously wan to get to noe you better.. but i guess my hopes and dreams are fading away.. i realli want to talk to you.. seriously i do. pls.. dun be mad wif CY, he doesn't play a part in it. it was all my fault k?? forgive me. pls dun be mad anymore.. i'm sorry..

yeahh.. smsed him..


no big.. yeah.. he seems mad.. he kept scolding. but i kept my cool. kept tellin him to cool down.. yeahh.. hahas. were e things you smsed me a threat??


maybe.. i wuld love to be ur friend. but pls.. dun make this a threat. pls.. it gt nth to do wif tt cheng yuan guy.. yeahh.. (((: ilu. i realli do.. hmmm. ytd took a pic wif my sis at e mrt when we r goin hm.. yeah..



"Best Of You"
I've got another confession to make I'm your fool Everyone's got their chains to break Holdin' you Were you born to resist or be abused? Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Are you gone and onto someone new? I needed somewhere to hang my head Without your noose You gave me something that I didn't have But had no use I was too weak to give in Too strong to lose My heart is under arrest again But I break loose My head is giving me life or death But I can't choose I swear I'll never give in I refuse Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Has someone taken your faith? Its real, the pain you feel You trust, you must Confess Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Oh... Oh...Oh...Oh...Oh... Has someone taken your faith? Its real, the pain you feel The life, the love You die to heal The hope that starts The broken hearts You trust, you must Confess Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? I've got another confession my friend I'm no fool I'm getting tired of starting again Somewhere new Were you born to resist or be abused? I swear I'll never give in I refuse Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Has someone taken your faith? Its real, the pain you feel You trust, you must Confess Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Oh...